Darkness filled every part of my being for what felt like months. Hope had disappeared and I wasn’t sure I would make it. I know this sounds dramatic but a loss of one’s faith is just that, dramatic. There is immense pain in deconstruction. We don’t suddenly on a whim think, “gee you know what would be fun? To walk…
(this is a continuation about my deconstruction journey if you missed previous blogs go here if you desire more context) Has a rock ever hit your windshield and there was a slight crack but it was barely noticeable and after a while you didn’t even see it? I think for years moments like that were happening for me in my…
Words are my typical go to. I love reading them. I love writing them. But this time I wanted to use imagery to express the metamorphosis I went through in my deconstruction journey. I understand that these images may push the limit for most people and honestly I am terrified to share them but it truly shows the raw but…